Aimless Youth Fountain

I've been meaning to ask the question
Of why I always come up short
All this effort in trying to be someone
Has me shut down and closing doors

So I'll quit all the meaningless shit
I say to myself when I feel so down
Like you've got so far to go kid
You gotta brave another storm
But out on these open seas
It's just a needless catastrophe
I'd pick up all the pieces I lost of myself if I only could

So why can't I see that all the love left in my heart
Is always revealing at the worst times with open arms?

Keep it in, bottle up
All the feelings I end up blaming myself about
Likе the mess in the family namе
We all inherited this
Take away all the fear
From the entropy and uncertainty
It's become so clear, When our time is up
We're all gonna disappear

So why can't I see that all the love left in my heart
Is always revealing at the worst times with open arms?