Support Group E-Dubble

[Hook]
Got my ear to the ground with a head full of of sound
Mind full of demons, I can't kick 'em out
I'm trying, trust me y'all I keep trying, I keep trying
Got a group for support and a head full of things
I can't tell the truth cause I know that it stings
I'm lying, can't trust me no more I'm lying, I keep lying

[Verse 1]
With the flip of the coin a decision gets made
Can't understand why we living this way
But I got round two staring back at me
Happily, so we're about to atrophy
And the elbow tilts so naturally
You say: "Trust me, this is how it has to be"
I'm not mad at you, you're not mad at me
But other than your little hole where you got to be
You stand back with your blank look seconds from shook
Perfected the craft without reading that book
Even looked it up on Google, saw the vid on YouTube
So you know how to smile at boo-boo
And she loves when you execute with perfection
Reciprocation feels like affection
Almost - I nearly believed that one
But paranoia don't fill no hole
And guess what? I forgot the rest of my lines
But I'll remember them the next to next time
Not the second time, I'm talking all about the third
And if this is the chorus, yeah, I'm the worst