[Intro]
Stress, Knowledge
Let's do it
[Verse 1]
Lately I've been looking for myself
I'm just trying to find some happiness
Wish I never lost my innocence
In the middle of a sicker struggle
I'm dependent on a different feeling I can only find it with a milligram
And Imma need some more for my tolerance and
That's way higher than my confidence
Became introverted I don't speak and I can't sleep I been so stressed
What if the plan do not pan out?
All the time that I'm putting in
Wasted energy upon the dream and I can feel the fate as I begin to flow and I have been sedated for a couple months cause I am too depressed about a lot of shit
Life ain't going like I thought it would. realizing I'm a lost cause, pray to god that I can find some peace I need the recipe you know the formula to get a normal life
I stay isolated can't trust a soul I don't feel love its like the only ones that ever cared about me these different drugs so I choose to use them I mixed them up
I need variety and I'm an outcast of this society with no 3 stacks and no Lucius left just loose morals and a ton of pain
Platency that I can never change start the fire Ima let it burn feeling low I know I need help
Headed to a safe place, can you relate to my predicament?
I'm in vicious cycle but it never ends I might get clean for like a few days
But Its a constant struggle I need strength, I dont have faith, and I'm insecure
A self conscious man that feels agony
I can't fill the void in my fuckin heart
But I'm terrified and I'm paranoid
I know I had the choice of positivity and my potential was a promiscuity but realistically
I am a weaker person persecute the soul I execute the purpose of my self destruction I don't have a conscious in a constant battle
But its mentally I need to find a better outlet lost in the dark space damn!
Stress, Knowledge
Let's do it
[Verse 1]
Lately I've been looking for myself
I'm just trying to find some happiness
Wish I never lost my innocence
In the middle of a sicker struggle
I'm dependent on a different feeling I can only find it with a milligram
And Imma need some more for my tolerance and
That's way higher than my confidence
Became introverted I don't speak and I can't sleep I been so stressed
What if the plan do not pan out?
All the time that I'm putting in
Wasted energy upon the dream and I can feel the fate as I begin to flow and I have been sedated for a couple months cause I am too depressed about a lot of shit
Life ain't going like I thought it would. realizing I'm a lost cause, pray to god that I can find some peace I need the recipe you know the formula to get a normal life
I stay isolated can't trust a soul I don't feel love its like the only ones that ever cared about me these different drugs so I choose to use them I mixed them up
I need variety and I'm an outcast of this society with no 3 stacks and no Lucius left just loose morals and a ton of pain
Platency that I can never change start the fire Ima let it burn feeling low I know I need help
Headed to a safe place, can you relate to my predicament?
I'm in vicious cycle but it never ends I might get clean for like a few days
But Its a constant struggle I need strength, I dont have faith, and I'm insecure
A self conscious man that feels agony
I can't fill the void in my fuckin heart
But I'm terrified and I'm paranoid
I know I had the choice of positivity and my potential was a promiscuity but realistically
I am a weaker person persecute the soul I execute the purpose of my self destruction I don't have a conscious in a constant battle
But its mentally I need to find a better outlet lost in the dark space damn!
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