Trust my Sound Rustage (Ft. HalaCG)

[Verse 1]
I just feel like I’m a fluke
I know that I’m lucky
But Jesus there must be a reason
I’m hating the shit that I do
My work is the rope at my neck like a noose
I build myself up just to watch it go loose
'Cause I’m just a baby
I can’t walk in or fit in these adult shoes

I’m rambling
Annoying can’t handle it
Tell me to shut the fuck up I can manage it
I got no drive, I’m just living my life
But I’m losing the passion to improve my talent it's
Hard to keep up with the people that care
Fabvl or DPS I don’t compare
I see the love that they have for the music
For me I’m just stressed and I’m full of despair

I can’t be giving 100%
But I know if I don’t I’m embarrassed to share
I was the first that's the reason I'm here
I don’t look to the future 'cause that makes me scared

I hate my voice and the shit that I say
Bet that you’re hearing the 80th take
I hate myself I just get in the way
But I open the file and I do it again