All At Once Dayglow

[Verse 1]
Folded backwards
On my own words
Could it be worse?
I can't imagine
All at once, I
On my own time
Lost my own mind
Down on a canvas

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm tryna keep it real
But who am I anymore? (Gah!)
I'm breaking bones to feel
Oh, I lost what I was when I went to war

[Chorus]
It comes all at once
It's just what I was
Forget what I want
A broken communion

[Verse 2]
Overwhelmed by
What I can't find
In my own life
Deep in the trenches
Now it feels like
Triple [lifetime?]
Another late night
I sit and listen