​means to an end (not enough) ​mixed matches

[Verse 1]
State your worth and your purpose
I tried to realize, I deserted
The true desires I was holding
When I had thought they had known me
'Cause from the first time I had managed
I thought it was my own predisposition
That held me up and let me down
My only true design, so flawed

[Chorus]
And I can't begin to forget you
When I lost the value that I knew
This honesty's the part of me
That's wrong, that's wrong, that's wrong
And I wish that I never had to
Taking it in when I saw it catch you
It's plain to see my beauty has been
Gone, been gone, been gone

[Verse 2]
All the cuts that left from my tongue
Have only stopped me from myself
From the hole my body’s has dug
Is the shame that I have to bare
I see it everyday, the best that’s past me by
This money never could bring the fortune I had resigned
Has gone and left with its basis, that I just couldn’t find