1000 TIMES OCTOBERSFULLMOON

[Chorus]
I tried to tell you this like a thousand times
Fifty hundred booked for a thousand nights
And I tried to tell you this like a thousand times
How many time I wanted die? Well, at least, like, five
I tried to tell you this like a thousand times
Fifty hundred booked for a thousand nights
And I tried to tell you this like a thousand times
How many time I wanted die? Well, at least, like, five

[Verse]
Uh, sorry, I don’t want your feelings
Uh, sorry, but you’re not appealing
I remember when I got jumped
When I got bеat up, left by the trunk
Raised in a housеhold of no advice
Left me wantin’ to take my life
I prayed to God every single night
Hoping that one day I’d see the light
But I kept on, I kept on, I kept on looking to the night
Woah, but I kept on, I kept on, I kept on praying to God
‘Cause I thought it would help me ‘cause He is the one
But still, oh yeah, still, oh yeah, still, oh yeah, I want the gun
Because I wanna blast my head
I just wish I was dead, yeah
And people always see the outside
They never really wan’ ask ‘bout life
And it’s multiple times I tried
‘Cause I wanted to die
And it’s multiple times I tried
‘Cause I wanted to die
I tried to call but you won’t answer the phone
You say that you love me but you don’t