Black Orchid Blue October

Have you ever been so lonely
There's no one there to hold?
Just pull me in or disown me
And then climb inside
My arms are open wide
Have a look inside

It is not that I am scared to learn
Just why I'm empty inside
Just hold my hand or show some concern
If I live or die
My eyes are open wide
Help me look inside

I hear the water drip from the faucet
It's sweetly falling in tune, oh no
I'm gently closing the closet
And I fall to the floor
And crawl to my room
The thought of ending it soon
Just let me sleep in my room

Hear me cry, cry, cry
Oh, I hear a knock at the front door
Don't come in
I try to look at you
But I can't stop shaking
Leave me alone, just go away
Mother, I'm so scared
I'm so scared