Calling You Our Mirage

[Verse 1]
I can't be with myself
And all I am is just a mask, I play pretend
That I'm okay but I'm alone in my descent
I hear the wolves are at my door
I take the pills so that I finally feel something
I can't remember how I felt before

[Pre-Chorus]
I feel the weight when I'm alone
I feel the weight of the world bearing on my chest
Hours of lifeless staring at my phone
Should I call you?
Should I call you now?

[Chorus]
And I'm calling you
Cause I can't be with myself in solitude
I can't stand myself so I'm reaching out for help
I'm a letdown, oh yeah
But I don't want to go the way I am, I swеar
I don't know what to do with myself

[Verse 2]
I'm crawling down across the floor
Searching for a way out of my lifе
Because I know there must be more
I'm feeling down, so lonely and depressed
Searing pain, with a hole in my chest
This is where my heart and happiness used to be
I'm sinking deeper, so help me please