Half and half Lush

( from volume )

So much happened and I couldn't deny
That I broke your feelings with the way that I lied

So I do understand the reason you became so weak
Oh baby you're not half the person that you used to be

Brag your exploits down the telephone
While you scatter her images around our home

And it's strange how where you feel pride I felt only shame
I guess it's not unusual that I took all the blame

Did you feel as guilty when you whispered out my name?

They say it takes a while
To really mean goodbye
You say you feel confused
But I'm just feeling used

A year of misery
Has left its mark on me
I should've left you when
I wanted to but then