Moody Youth Fountain

Things just won't work out, that's what I keep telling myself
I'll turn down any good thing that's ever offered to me
Because I know I won't deserve it
How could I deserve it?
When everything I've ever done fell short and leaves me spun
Back into my crippling doubt
That I'll ever feel good about myself
'Cause nothing ever works out the way I imagined it
I just want to be out of this rut I’ve been stuck in
For over ten fucking years

I want to know what's wrong with me
What exactly caused this lack of human compatibility?
It still makes me weak at the knees
When I think of how I still haven't
Found that love I've been trying so hard to reach

With all the self-deprecation I wear on my sleeve
Or the cries for help that make people leave
Just shows that I'm too fucking weak to keep
Holding on to this pathetic life I lead
The life I lead

What a waste I chase, I've come this far
I break away, I break apart
If I could shake the way I made this start
Would I have a change of heart?
Would I have a change of heart?
Would I have a change of heart?