ETHER/ESCAPISM 4ria

I’ve been bullied
I became a bully
I became everything that i hated
Sedated severed states l created
A clever escape
Etch a sketch
12 steps to heaven
I’ve been wreckless like my brethren’s
Precious blend of health & venom
To hell, i’ll resent them till i avenge them
And so it goes

My beautiful escape
Boot it up, lose it in a day
My beautiful escape
Crucial enough
Ive been lucid all day
With the faith
I will fade till i face what i hate


This isn’t soul music but i put my soul into it
Solely futile to stay alone, but fluid
Linger afloat, i fuse this
Jittery flows intrusive
Shouldn’t be stoned
Abuse this
Got the delivery, litter my prose in music
Anything, shit or croak from bruises
Choked & clueless
Glued to my phone with useless
New hopes, i’ve known the truth is
I’m hopeless, doped with delusion
Dosed every day
So far away from this place
Within confines of reality
Distant lines & fatality
Fit for the shrines & the fallacies
Frivolous lies i tell myself
Only to try to get by
Till my demise, i’m maniacal
Bend all these rhymes, i recite it full
Infinite time to unwind the dull voice inside of my head
Guess i’m obliged to get fed
Simple as lines that i’ve dreamt
Except for the tedious demons that season me
With shivers, i sit in a dream, i weep
Vigilant mixtures concealed the weak
Fill voids with lyrics reveal my techniques
On tips of combustion
From habits, destruction brings havoc
I’m fucked from the static
Can’t function
I have to give up
Or i’ll end up alone & broke living with all of my grudges