If I Return Twiztid (Ft. Blaze Ya Dead Homie & The R.O.C.)

[Verse 1: The R.O.C.]
Now I've never been a roller
Skin still black, color of a Coca-Cola
[?] yeah they call me Erik Spoelstra
Turn back around, homebound, feeling kosher
Holster my dreams for the nightmares, take them all first
Get the hardest out the way, inside I'm chased by a hearse
Never worse or better, never better or worse
See the man in the mirror looking crazy or alert, please
The medication leaves me vacant, stay basing
Is this shit helping? 'Cause my thoughts are on vacation
Vanish the forsaken, will I be forgiven by myself?
I'm always here, sort of in stealth mode
[?] track (Get 'em)
Anticipate me like a messiah [?] ('Cause)
We're on a journey now, what change you lack (Yes)
I'm still here, I never faded to black, [?]

[Chorus: Jamie Madrox]
If I return, I'm returning like fifty-fold
If I'm gunning, I'm gunning many shells when I unload
If I unload, I unload last to survive
It's the start of what's happening when I come back alive
If I return, I'm returning like fifty-fold
If I'm gunning, I'm gunning many shells when I unload
If I unload, I unload last to survive
It's the start of what's happening when I come back alive