6 feet with the pain ​sad chill (Ft. hiraeth)

[Intro: Deadfish]
(Deadfish)
There is something that's inside of me
Screaming at me, tryna go to sleep
Dancing demons under eyelids
Can't be rational when I’ve been

[Verse 1: Deadfish]
Yeah, awake for a couple of days
You don't understand my struggles, don't pretend that you're me
You've been buying a new necklace when there's a noose on my neck
Writing down all of my problems like they will go away

[Verse 2: Deadfish]
There is lots that I'm not proud of, I admit that I have messed up
Something's causing all this pain, must've slipped up in the past
Please don't try to cheer me up, don't lie to me, I hate that
I'm aware of all my faults, and I'm trying to fix that

[Verse 3: Deadfish]
And I can't stop it, pills been pretty numbing
Been out of my mind, excuse all my shortcomings
I swear to god, it ruins all my friendships
I have tried everything now, somehow I fuck it up, wow

[Chorus: Deadfish]
They told me that I'll end up insane, I think that
To say that, it's a little too late, and I just
Can't bear the thought of not seeing the day
Where I will feel okay, buried six feet with the pain