​shit song about shit feelings. ​unknxwn.

[Intro]
Such a freak
Ken, I fucking hate you

[Verse]
I'm hurt but I don't wanna heal, when I wanted you, all you wanted was him
I'm fucked, I'm stuck on her still, wish you would say that you wanted me still
I'm hurt, won't heal, want you but you want him
I'm fucked, I'm still stuck on you, what the fuck do I do?
I'm over it, nothing matters at all, I got my back to the wall
How fucking heavy this boulder get? Tired of holdin' it
I think I'm ready to fall, not in love again, I won't do that again
No, not in love again, I won't do that, cause last time I did, left a knife in my back
She was shit, I got treated like crap, I was in bed on my phone tryna call you
But I didn't know you were sittin' on laps
I should of known from the way that I found you
That you were a mess and we nevеr could last
I go to sleep kinda pissed, knowing I'll wake up still stuck in a cycle
Acting likе I give a shit, so nobody know I don't care at all about how life go
How fucking worse could it get? I was broken before, I'll be broken again
I'm fucking stuck in a pit, but you'll never know cause I never vent at all
I never talk and I never will, cause all of this talk don't make me heal
I wanna stop, I don't wanna live, ain't nothing in life worth what I feel
Wish I ain't exist, I wish I was never conceived
If wishes were real at all then I woulda died when I turned 18