​bittersweet ​p6inkillr (Ft. 1stress)

[Verse 1: p6inkillr]
Addicted to you like some nicotine
Actin' like that I can't notice every time you stare at me
Love the look inside your eyes when I know that you're scared of me
Sitting at the bar alone and I'm drinking so carelessly
I'm full of toxins, I swear I can't stop it
I'm feeling nauseous, Percocet, I'm off it
And you're so toxic, my friends say I should drop it
She asked for my heart, I pulled it out and stopped it

[Chorus: p6inkillr]
Take me back in time and reset the clock
Always in my head, no, it never stops
Never even learned my lesson so I'm still so lost
Never even for a minute did you give the thought
Was I ever okay?
Wishing bad on you from my fucking grave
No tears, just blood coming down my face
Can't believe the fact I begged you to stay

[Verse 2: 1stress]
Narcissistic, oh my god, I am such a letdown
All my friends and family love it when I'm not around
Plastic surgery, rip my bloody face off
Make me look pretty, yeah, just like a doll
I'm a psycho zombie killer but I'd kill it for you
You deceive me and I hate that I love you too
And she's lookin' in my eye and I told her it's gonna be alright
Bloody thigh-highs 'cause I stab that girl all night