Real Lapse Belly

[Intro]
No matter how hard you try to run from this shit
It's like it's always—, always one step ahead of you, you know?
Every time I try to run—, run, it pulls me back even harder
Sometimes I just feel like I gotta give in just to feel alright again

[Verse 1]
Rap heavyweight, I'm talkin' sumo
But the shit done broke my heart, I'm talkin' takotsubo
No pseudo, heard the name, but I'm not the one, I know judo
You don't know if I got a gun, big stepper, big .40 on my hip flexor
My need for revenge is like a sick pleasure
Just on a pill and tryna numb the feeling
So I pop another pill and chop another melon
Fuck a hero, I got zero feelings in my cеrebellum
I live long еnough to see myself become the villain
Feel like 'Ye at the VMAs, this shit in my DNA
I got a lot of shit that I need to say, so why the fuck I always hold it in?
Walls closin' in, aw, shit, here we go again
I'm feelin' trapped like my origin, let me get a Hennessy or a gin

[Chorus]
Lyin' to myself, avoidin' real facts, I been on this track runnin' real laps
I know you feel that, I know you feel that
Anxiety kickin' in, I can't relax, I been on this track, runnin' real laps
I know you feel that, it hit my system, I know, I feel that