​dim, dark, depleting ​guardin

[Intro]
Hahaha!
No, you're not crazy, Nick. You're creative
You're so creative
Shut the fuck up!

[Verse 1]
I am quickly realizing
All the problems that I'm facing
All exist inside this hatred
For myself, my thoughts are racing
Is there anybody out there
Feeling dim, dark and depleting?
What is safe? 'Cause all I fear is near
And death I'll soon be greeting
I truly wish the flickering would stop
And I could catch my breath
But this film's left on repeat again
Somehow you soon forget
You've damn near downed your second bottle
Drunken words in full еffect
These sobеr thoughts have always lived here
Driving by until they wreck

[Chorus]
I'm fucking numb, yeah
You don't know a thing about the terror that I breathe into my lungs
And I don't know a thing about myself other than what is soon to come