​hell n back ​asteria

[Intro]
(I went to hell and back, I went to hell and back)
I went to hell and back, I went to hell and back
I went to hell and back, I went to hell and back
I had to spin it back
Too much I can't take back
(I went to hell and back, I went to hell and back)

[Verse]
Oh my God, let me tell it
They say I fell off, I felt it
I needed a new sound to sell it
Ain't been making music, I know
I had to go to hell and back to give me a whole different flow
Spent hella money, I made it back to let 'em all know I ain't broke
Damn, I wish I coulda told yall
When I hit my third case, y'all didn't know at all
When I had to go see the station, y'all didn't go at all
When I was out about to get killed, y'all didn't show at all
Ain't been by the mic in a minute
I been too focused on killin'
I sound like shit 'cause of sickness now
Yeah, I been distracted by bitches
I ain't been home for too long
I just wanna make a song
All my old shit, that's dead, I threw my career out
Ever since January I been making excuses, I threw the whole year out
I wasn't here to make it in music, but I'll make it clear now
Back when I was thirteen I made a few songs, I guess that I'm here now
I know you all heard me in "paranoid," guess this pressure is here now
Yeah, I know that I'll make it
2023, I'll be famous
I know that I been too lazy
I lied to myself, man, I hate me
Way too many people betrayed me
Way too many say that they made me
Man, I took a break to break me, now I'm back and I'm gonna go crazy