Drowning Cryptic Wisdom (Ft. Vin Jay)

[Verse 1: Cryptic Wisdom]
What is it for? I feel like I bother people
I get ignored, I can't help but overthink it
Gotta be more
Than swimming when I feel like sinking
Drowning, I'm drowning, I'm drowning

[Chorus: Cryptic Wisdom]
I'm drowning in the shame
I'm only to blame, I did it to myself
I shared my pain, please, don't hold it against me
I'm just feeling empty, I'm just feeling empty

[Verse: Vin Jay]
Let me drown in my sorrow tonight
II don't really wanna think at all
Remember when I used to wonder what the top felt like
Now, I just pray that I don't fall
But my heart has been cold to the touch
And I haven't been sober for months
Been dealing with emotions, I'm having trouble opening up
Let me pour up, I know it's my crutch
But I'm hoping that someday I can swallow my pride
And release all the pain that I'm holding inside
But until then, I guess I'll stay on my grind
But I can't help but feel like I'm wasting my time