​vent ​​thrown

[Verse]
Get me the fuck out of here, I cannot breathe
Too many memories, reminding me of misery
I've tried everything to numb the fucking pain
To heal a wound that keeps getting ripped open

[Pre-Chorus]
I've been here long enough to know I'll never belong
Somehow life is standing still but keeps spinning out of control
Been here long enough to know I'll never belong
(Oh, shit)

[Chorus]
So what am I supposed to feel
When my entire life is crashing down on me
Do I smile and wave, do I pray for change?
Or do I put a fucking bullet in my brain?
So what am I supposed to feel
When my entire life is crashing down on me
Do I smile and wave, do I pray for change?
Or put a bullet in my brain?

[Outro]
(I swear to God, every time I close my eyes I want to die)
(And what keeps me alive is to fantasize)
(About falling asleep but not waking up)
(I'm sorry, I just had to let it out)