All I Do Is Sit Inside My House All Day Josh A

[Intro: Shiloh Dynasty]
Father, forgive me, for you know that I am always sinning
I take no interest partying with liquor, fucking up my system
Excuse my language, that's a hang-up on how shitty I been feeling
I'm sorry I feel no attraction, I know that it's been a minute

[Verse]
Yeah ('Cause I've been so alone for so long)
All I do is sit in my house by myself, by my wealth (Ooh, yeah)
And I wonder if anybody really care about my well being
Like, if I die would anybody really come out seeking? (For me?)
It's been a while since my phone rang ('Cause I've been so alone for so long)
Think I'm about to start a motherfuckin' loner gang (Ooh, yeah)
But it would only be myself, man, I wish that I could fly away
Book a one-way ticket to the better days ('Cause I've been so alone for so long)
Back then when I would suck in all my classes
I could see my friends with forced interactions (Ooh, yeah)
But we graduated, now they got jobs and they're busy
I'm just playing Xbox and I feel shitty (Cause I've been so alone for so long)
Man, I don't wanna say it, man, this shit is formulaic
I wake up then I go right back to bed and then replay it (Ooh, yeah)
Music used to be my escape, now it's a nightmare
I pray to God but he don't answer my prayers ('Cause I've been so alone for so long)
But I'm living, I been growing up
Spotify blowing up, I should be happy, right? (Ooh, yeah)
"Shut up, keep rapping", right? My fans'll be clapping, right?
If I didn't try none of this would've happened, right?
Yeah ('Cause I've been so alone for so long)
I got kids who looking up to me to be a role model
Feel like I let 'em down when I down another bottle (Ooh, yeah)
So I put down the bottle