If I Don’t Wake Up Suicidal Tendencies

There are some things you're not supposed to talk about, like all the things I ever think about

I guess I'll try, I just wanna sleep
Slip away in a trance so deep
Feel my soul floating free, no more pain left in me
And then I sleep until tomorrow, when I wake again I wake up in sorrow
Another person, another day
I probably won't remember it anyway, well...

Seems like the world is leaving me behind, when I try to explain you say I've lost my mind
You say I need some help, well how else do you think it's going to help until you you get to know it's true
No help from you
So I sit and think about the things that I'm not supposed to talk about
I think and I think and I think and I think and, never know progress
I know I'm not the only one....

WAKE UP!

Why do I wake up in the morning? - nothing has changed since the day of my birth
Why do I wake up in the morning? - I make no difference on this earth

Strength has left - has to be - something has died inside of me

If I don't wake up in the morning - at my funeral world anyone even care?
If I don't wake up in the morning - would anyone even be there?