Long gone Invane (Ft. Shiloh Dynasty)

Verse 1:
I gotta keep my own pace gotta keep my flow
But how when my life's complicated
Everything is hard and I mean my situations
Life is so hard it can be frustrating
And the more I fail the more i gotta keep
Elaborating
I try to start talking but I hate conversation
Im tired of putting up a front
Cuz in reality im really in a dang slump
I'm on a road and I hit every bump so tired (?)
This mess so tired of this stuff all I can say is that
Ive had enough my life is stressful and its sorta rough
But people say they won't leave what a bluff

Chorus :
Sorta depressed right now
Sorta a mess right now
Sorta confused right now
What do I do right now?

Verse 2:
Depression hittin hard don't know what to do
Laying on the ground this feeling ain't new
Emotions all attached all my feelings is glued
Is it my fault tho what i did i do, what did i do
Suicide in my head wishing I was dead
Only thin I see thru my eyes is red but that only cuz
Of all the tears that i shed my anxiety high my medication low I'm dying inside but I try not to show
Chorus:
Sorta depressed right now
Sorta a mess right now
Sorta confused right now
What do I do right now?