The Melting of the Sun St. Vincent

[Verse 1]
So sorry, missed the party
Hello, on the dark side of the moon
Jane lost it, crashed her Corvette
Ran into the tide in Malibu

[Pre-Chorus]
And we all heard the gun
But I was slow to run

[Chorus]
It's just the melting of the sun
(It's just the sun)
I wanna watch you watch it burn
(So watch it burn)

[Verse 2]
Saint Joni ain't no phony
Smoking Reds where Furry sang the blues
My Marilyn shot her heroin
"Hell," she said, "It's better than abuse"

[Pre-Chorus]
So who am I tryna be?
A benzo beauty queen?