Wreckage Convictions

[Verse 1: Michael Felker]
I want to feel life light these hands
Convinced I should not exist without worth as a man
A failure I have been cast
My identity is a vacant mask
Been hiding this for years
So here's my final act
The nails in Your wrist cut the blades from mine
God, I tried

[Pre-Chorus: Danyal Suchta]
I’m blinded on a midnight drive
I'm dying for Your light

[Chorus: Danyal Suchta, Michael Felker]
I'm in a head-on collision
Burned past all recognition
Breathing in smoke and dust
Taste the dirt, fuel, and blood
This reoccurring condition
Drives me to it over and over and over
I’m piling up the wreckage
Is this the only way to end it?
I need a miracle

[Verse 2: Michael Felker]
God, You get more lost
With every suicidal thought
I'm stranded directionless, fatally flawed
Where were You when they deemed me worthless?
Where are You when I'm struck by serpents
When depression breaks the surface
When I'm cold, when I'm lying unconscious?