LAMB INTERPRISE ​​​​​​​rejectedreyna

[Verse 1]
I'm in my interprise of karma and I'm waiting for my death
I just wanna die and rot away, decay inside my bed
I put this good energy out, somehow it just never works
I just get the bad karma, I wanna be inside the dirt
I never wanna reach my hand out 'cause I just get hurt
I never wanna help a human, it's just fuckin' lamb first
I wish I had a mental state telling me to pass on by
But my brain cannot tell the reality of this life

[Chorus]
The only good karma is a bullet in my head, ayy
Lamb wants to die, lamb just wants to be dead
I cannot keep going, I cannot keep living
If I'm doing good, tell me, what I'm missing?
The only good karma is a bullet in my head, ayy
Lamb wants to die, lamb just wants to be dead
I cannot keep going, I cannot keep living
If I'm doing good, tell me, what I'm missing?

[Verse 2]
I put my mask on to cover up emotions
I act fuckin positive, my brain is like the ocean
Deep and filled with death and sorrow
Please, just rip out my damn heart
If she told me to explain my brain, I wouldn't know where to start
It's sad 'cause I can't realize, maybe, you do love me?
But my brain cannot function, it's barely even running
I have to look at my hand, run my fingers 'cross my eyes
Just to get a fuckin' glimpse, that not I'm living lies