What I Want The Living Tombstone

[Verse 1: Sam Haft]
Quarter-to-2 and I haven't got out of bed
Phone keeps buzzin', but I'm leavin' my messages unread
Sick in the head
Another day is another dread, feel half-dead
My mind is cloudy, my limbs are lead
A lack of serotonin control, a scar that sits on the soul
I'm havin' fits like opposites are dividing the whole
Takin' a toll

[Pre-Chorus: Sam Haft]
For me, that's just another day
And if you ask me how I'm doing
I will tell you that I'm okay

[Chorus: Yoav Landau]
Feelin' hazy and I'm losing my control
And I can't get out this hole, and my world is getting cold
And I want you, but I think you might hate me
I tell myself I'm not going crazy
But I don't know what to do, and I don't think I'll get through
If I end up losing you but I want to
Forgot I need your help, I'm not being myself at all

[Verse 2: Sam Haft]
Another call, it's a crisis and it's all up to me
And not a thanks for stayin' through all the instability
With no apology
I can't unlock a mental block that has no key
I'm grantin' wishes that are taken for free
And for granted
You can't grow if no seed can be planted
Try to leave and deal with rants until my words are recanted