Problems Unkle Adams

[Verse 1:]
I’m not askin’ for your sympathy or for you to be into me
I’m just feelin’ really drained losing sleep and energy
I’m growin’ older watchin’ younger rappers get ahead of me
But I ain’t ever quitin’ I’ll keep rappin’ till I’m 70
I’ll never be the dude who quit and never gave his all
I’m a stranger in this world tryna’ navigate the halls
I’m my own house I panic I try to relax
But I can’t the fact is my credit cards are maxed
And to top that a tapped out line of credit
From one bank with another one close as ever
I’m so deeply embedded although I try to forget it
I have worldwide fans yet I’m still independent
As I’m writing this sentence there’s a tear my eye
Because my passion is strong I’m willin’ to die
For this cause, am I nuts? I’m so bogged in the mud
But so long to this rut I’m too strong to give up

[Chorus:]
Things aren’t all they appear to be
Because I’m still strugglin’
I’m just tryna’ stay afloat while I’m jugglin’
All my problems this song is my medicine
You see I’m dealin’ with a mass of anxiety
Dreamin’ of the day that I win the lottery
If anybody out there can relate me
Know that you’re not alone when you go to sleep