Hold You Under Polaris (Ft. Marcus Bridge)

[Verse 1 - Jamie, Jake]
I’ve learned a lot about repentance, a lot about my shame
I felt the dark inside me long before it called my name
I thought my spine was stronger, ‘til my bones began to break
From all the weight of never-ending

Hate. Hate what I’ve done
When the floodgates are open, and the damage is done
Hate what I’ve become
The fight forgotten hasn’t always been won

[Chorus - Jake]
I feel the pressure closing in
It weighs on my mind ‘til I start to cave in
Regret is calling out to me, and I’m tired of answering

[Post-Chorus - Jake, Jamie, Marcus]
So sick of searching for a sense of relief
So sick of seeing my conscience as the enemy
So cut me off before it’s too late to see
I’ll weigh you down ‘til you’re sinking with me

[Verse 2 - Jamie, Jake]
Forgiveness never seemed so far
Pick at the scabs enough, soon they turn to scars
I was young and idealistic, that was stripped away by time
And in the end all that was left was