Note to Self Mariah the Scientist

[Chorus]
S-E-L-F D-E-S-T-R-U-C-T-I-V-E
I need help
I've always been
S-E-L-F D-E-S-T-R-U-C-T-I-V-E
Can't you tell?

[Verse 1]
And they talkin' 'bout love, what is it?
Didn't know it existed
Now they tellin' me it's within myself
But, baby, what is love?
A figment? Tell me am I imagining shit?
Thinkin' of all lies I tell myself
I've always been

[Chorus]
S-E-L-F D-E-S-T-R-U-C-T-I-V-E
I need help
'Cause I've always been
S-E-L-F D-E-S-T-R-U-C-T-I-V-E
Can't you tell?
That I've always been

[Outro]
S-E-L-F D-E-S-T-R-U-C-T-I-V-E
I need help
'Cause I've always been
S-E-L-F D-E-S-T-R-U-C-T-I-V-E
Can't you tell?