Touch of Pain Disciple

As if anything could last forever
I fell headfirst into the unknown
Blindly ignorant in my innocence
Thin in the thick of it
Would give anything not to feel alone
I severed every nerve ending
Til nothing was hurting me
Aside from the thought of infinite eternities
Not having you with me
Not having you with me
So incomplete

I fell in love with the touch of pain
Til the rush, it became a chain
And I was suffocated and there was no escape
Til I met you
Now, the breaker of my chains is breaking through
I fell in love with the touch of grace
Now all I want is you

I always thought that I had something to prove
Always thought that I had nothing to lose
Every time that I got more, it just made me want more
Tried to step up but I stepped off the top floor
I've surely fallen one too many times
I've surely told you one too many lies
Life-giver delivering me from the clutches of death
I give over all of myself