Take A Few With Me Landon Tewers

[Verse 1]
Fuck, I'm stuck inside a body craving something
I can't remember how I got this deep am I missing something?
I always thought suicidal thoughts were for the weaker minds
But now that mindset is mine and I'm a prisoner of time
It's time for my medication
Whiskey and cocaine I'll take a mental vacation
I fought and I failed
Like Jesus Christ I was nailed
To my addiction, it's fiction but it's so fucking detailed
(Let me out, let me out)

[Chorus]
If I'm gonna die I'm gonna take a few with me
Got nothing but hatred left for these twisted fucks
My promise is if I'm gonna die I'm gonna take a few with me
Do a little bit of cleaning up on my way out of this bullshit

[Verse 2]
I've been labeled a fraud by the ones that surround me
It's what's keeping me safe from a truth so astounding
I spoke about murder, how a substence was my weakness
Even my girlfriend would say "Landon, what if your family could see this?"
Line after line after line till it vibrates my spine
With a kick not even God could inflict
Whats the point of living life if all our time is invested in something that in the end we will all just be leaving behind?
So fuck it