​nevermind ​guardin (Ft. ​hamilton)

[Intro: Hammy]
Notmorgn
Cracks in my heart
Used to be light, now it's dark
Didn't have any cracks at the start
Now I turn all my pain into art
All my pain into—

[Verse 1: Hammy]
Cracks in my heart, crackin' and tearin' apart
The feelin' of warmth in your arms
3 a.m., I'm dreamin' of stars, they doubt I'll go far
They hate, but they fake who they are
They think they hard, they think they this and they that
They pull up, I know it's an act
Why they all talkin' like that? I think it's wack
Some nights I still want her back
Some nights I toss and I turn, dreamin' of her
Wake up in the morning, I'm hurt
Fuck what they saying, fuck what they heard
They can all go and eat dirt
Making me question my worth
Why am I here on this Earth?
Am I just wasting my time?
Should I just quit with the rhymes?
Say, "Fuck it," and leave it behind, wait, nevermind
Wait, nevermind, kill me to leave it behind
Think of you all of the time
Can't get you out of my mind
Look in your eyes and I die every time
I'm losing the battle inside
Sit in the corner and cry
Still feel the pain from your lies
So I'ma smoke 'til I'm high
Blowin' out dope 'tll I die