I Feel Like Dying Josh A

[Chorus]
So go ahead and dig my grave, break me to pieces
I can't change, hate that I need it
Blow my brains if you really leavin’
Can't be saved, so kill all my feelings
I been to the bottom but you know I still fight it
Never sold my soul, so why the hell I can't find it?
Everything I want blows up when I’m tryin'
It's so hard to live when I feel like dyin'

[Verse 1]
Gun to my head, yeah
People talkin' 'bout me like I died, I'm not dead yet
Maybe if I did then I'd be finally gettin’ rest, yeah
Maybe if I died, they’d finally listen what I said, yeah, yеah, yeah
I'm so sick of people sayin’ that thеy know what's in my interests
Barely go outside and now I really got no friends left
So many mistakes, I don't think I got no sins left
Killed so many rappers, wonder who they gonna sin next

[Refrain]
Up in flames, I'm the only one to blame, yeah, yeah, yeah

[Chorus]
So go ahead and dig my grave, break me to pieces
I can’t change, hate that I need it
Blow my brains if you really leavin'
Can't be saved, so kill all my feelings
I been to the bottom but you know I still fight it
Never sold my soul, so why the hell I can't find it?
Everything I want blows up when I'm tryin'
It's so hard to live when I feel like dyin'