Broken Hinder

Well I cannot stay like this
This whole whole life is
And I don't belong here
And I do not exist
And I don't need this place
Can't live without it
But it takes away the pain but only for a bit
And I'm getting a little deeper a little further back
And I used to have someone but I put her on her back

And now its all broken
The place I used to have
The place where it was perfect
Where I used to laugh
And now its for sure broken
The place I used to have
The place where it was perfect
Help me build it back

Now all I do is breathe
I really wish I couldn't
Then I feel I'd be living
Or maybe I wouldn't
When does this turn around
I don't think I can wait
To live another day in this place I don't wanna hate Hate!