YOU & THA BIRDS 919slum

[Verse 1]
Up at night, I'm paranoid
Don't know who with me, I can’t tell
Can’t nobody understand
The only one inside this hell
Often times I find myself feeling without any help
When I get upset, sometimes I contemplate a shotgun shell
My thoughts do not seem like me, stability is just a joke
Often times I find myself grabbing for the belt to choke
Just to hang, minutes, mane, I don’t think y'all get it
Ain't shit gone my way, I am fighting for my stage name
Y'all think this a game of plays, to me it’s so I do not hang
Been doing this, can’t say I can’t, I spit these flames since mid 8th grade
My conflict is internal, pain is litеrally eternal
I just want, now, to escapе
Any time, just pull and aim
When you blow my face up off my shoulders, go and grab a boulder quick
Crush my bones and throw me to a pit way down in Angeles
Face is to the curb, how have I been so absurd?
It was me and you, now it’s just me and the birds

[Verse 2]
Out of character, out of place, thinkin' out my face
Nose is raw, broken vase for a skull, I'm not okay
Nod all day, cry all night, I can’t say the future bright
Thinkin' 'bout the one I let go, it’s a tragic sight
Texted her on New Year’s Eve “Hope all is well and you alright”
Called me by name and asked the same but I just had to lie
I don’t wanna burden certain people with my fact of life
My state of existence is a battle in my mind
That’s why I lose my cool, but she made me feel alive
Really feel like I was cared for, that’s the first time in my life
Feel secluded, destitute, why can’t I just calm my nerves?
I wish it was me and you, but you flyin' with the birds