Goodbye Rxseboy

[Verse 1]
Clock is ticking, I just want it stop
Time is flowing like a river, water all on my watch
Nah I'm kidding, I'm a broke kid, never was a dope kid
Eating lunch, fourth grade, had to go and choke kid

Thought it was over, body numb, no sensations
Thinking to myself like "Oh boy", the ends waiting
I gotta go, I'm sorry mama I didn't make it
You wanna see me now, but someone told me to keep you waiting

Life is cruel in a beautiful way
Wish I had some more friends, that would want me to stay
Never thought that even heaven's skies could get so grey
And could you tell me when perfection never got so vague

Feel like it's not real, feel like I'm waking up
19 years, when I go like did I take enough
Girl and I are breaking up, was really shaken up
Told me that she cheated 3 times, I can't make this up

[Interlude]
Life is crazy and it's unexpected
And I'm just sick of learning every lesson
I'm scared of love that's only one confession
I miss the world before I lost my presence