Fear to Be sober Soup Shïva

[Verse 1: Shiva]
Tell the truth in a world full of bliss
Tell the truth in my life i was looking for death
Years gone by it weren't good when we were kids
Give a proof for all the demons within
Let them fly around you put never hold your pen
Run around on your own at the end
Tell the truth wake up in heaven i end up here
Through all my life i have been running from fear
Thought it's nice until i keep running my tears
Tell the truth you feel better when you fadе
Lie to yourself keep a hunnid in the safе
Lie to your bitch don't tell her what have you made
Look at big shiva now he is holding a blade
Runway from satan he was looking for a mate
Lie to your bitch don't tell her what have you made
Lie to yourself keep a hunnid in the safe

[Chorus: Beth Gibbons]
I wish I was somebody
Anybody but myself
Ooh, I wish I was somebody
Anybody but myself

[Verse 2: Shiva]
My inner shit and i hide from that
She was upset that i didn't open up
Lots of back stapping turned me to a big shot
It's just some shit hit me in the right spot
Oo i can write some shit and finally open up
I see my homes getting beatn by some cops
I look around and thank god i didn't feel that
I didn't get back i did sell some patch
No it's not a cass it's just shit that didn't last
5 precent but i didn't take the charge
5 more minutes for me to spit some bars
Count 4 homies waiting for my downfall
Count 1 lil hoe waiting for my call
I had to duck it and i can't sell my soul
Already bought by me and the price is so tall
I can't stand shit but i will stand on my money and never fall