​drained to my core ​funeral

[Chorus]
And then I fade into the background
I pray nobody tries to stop me
What remains of my soul is black now
I feel your energy, it got me
And it won't stop 'til I cut it off
And when I cut, I fall to the ground
In the blood on the floor that I left here for you
When you walk in the room, I'll be drained to the core
'Cause I did what I told you

[Post-Chorus]
I lay in, drown in my sin, I think about what I did
This lake of fire is hot, but not as hot as I feel
When I'm around you, I swear
I swear it all feels surreal, s-s-surreal
Swear you're the worst, the worst I know
Would I talk to you nice and take you back?
Should I wait 'til you pass and cry it out?
Could I speed up the time? I feel like I could die

[Verse]
I feel way too off today
Every day I wake up it's like every day's the same
I l—, I lose emotion, always
There's a rage inside me that I know cannot be tamed (Uh, u-uh)
Talk to myself, sit in the dark
There's not a thing that I can do take this darkness out my heart-heart (Uh-uh, u-uh)
This knife could take me to my start
Flows of red come out my body, soul and body come apart