Breathe Underwater Nowhere Left

I'm learning how to breathe underwater
Breathe underwater, breathe underwater now
Face myself when I never bothered to open the locker and let all the pain spill out
Cold nights talking back to the ceiling
Taught me how to cope with a feeling
Hurricanes, hard days never leave me
But I'ma fight til' the rain is beneath me
I can't stand my reflection
This struggle gеts deep but I'm jumping in

I'm learning how to breathe undеrwater
Breathe underwater, breathe underwater now
Face myself when I never bothered to open the locker and let all the pain spill out
The tide only grows if I feed it
Keep myself a secret
Living in a sea of doubt
I'm learning how to breathe underwater
Cause life's getting harder
And none of my demons drown

Still here every year with the lights on
A freight train full of pain tryna move on
Mental maze, no escape gotta stay strong
Cause any day that could change so I'll swim cause

I'm learning how to breathe underwater
Breathe underwater, breathe underwater now
Face myself when I never bothered to open the locker and let all the pain spill out
The tide only grows if I feed it
Keep myself a secret
Living in a sea of doubt
I'm learning how to breathe underwater
Cause life's getting harder
And none of my demons drown