Broken In Paradise Goldfinger

[Verse 1]
Lately, I've been feelin' like a ghost of myself
And I can't escape it
It's like I walk alone, and I can't even tell
If I love or I hate it
I'm takin' all my medicines
My issues seem immune to them
But now they're like my only friends

[Pre-Chorus]
So talk to me again
It's us until the end

[Chorus]
Don't make me laugh
'Cause I'm about to break down, I'm about to break down
Don't make me mad
'Cause I don't wanna meltdown, I don't wanna meltdown
Let's rewrite history
'Cause I don't wanna be
Broken in paradise

[Verse 2]
Feels like I've been renting my own personal hell
Out to a good friend
Time with me like bein' locked in a cell
Is my motivation
To get out of the mess I'm in
And once I realize where I've been
The way out is where I came in