Depression Left To Suffer

Disassociate from my mind that plagues my every day
Constantly changing ongoing thoughts to find my happy place
I refuse to make amends
I'm done with this torture and I’m begging for all the pain to end

The price of death has me stuck
Trying to run from this grave that I’ve dug
I never once pictured god above
Drowning in fear feeling stuck in this rut

Repent to the god that never answered shit
We’re so fucking blind, why does no one seem to question it?
I’m so sick of everyone asking me about a situation of what is lеft of me
Give it to me straight, am I thе root of the problem?
I can’t seem to find my way out of
Misanthropic mindsets are embedded inside of me
I need to get a handle on my psyche

I can’t feel my heart beat
Feeling like I struggle to know who

I’m begging for escape
Just want to feel alive

Disassociate from my mind that plagues my every day
Constantly changing ongoing thoughts to find my happy place
I refuse to make amends
I'm done with this torture and I’m begging for all the pain to end