Sober EMI

I stopped stealing when I turned 18
You know Macy's got a problem with me
And I stopped smoking when I turned 23
Couldn't keep it on me so I stopped selling weed
And I stopped fighting when I left my man
I just keep it chill, yea ain't no throwin hands
But nobody make me angry like he can
I woke up when I stopped taking xans

Shit just seems a little harder these days
You gonna make me go back to my old ways
I ain't playin even though I'm making plays
Please don't make me pull it out again

[Cause I might be sober
But that just means I'm colder
Always look over my shoulder
I know I'm gettin older but it's never over
Cause though I might be sober
Doesn't mean I'm never loaded
Only means I'm always posted
I grew into the coldest, you already know this]


I just turned 20 when I lost my mind
I knew I needed out but I never really tried
I was still a kid when I started selling white
I thought that it would change my life
But now I'm still here, still on my bullshit oh
New year but same me, ain't new here
It's too clear I was doin great without you here