Moonsickness Penelope Scott

[Verse 1]
There's so much to do
I'll never have the wherewithal to do it all again
Or fucking do it all at all
I love you so much, I don't wanna go but
Everybody knows this place is dying, as am I
I might not get another chance
It's such a careful dance and I am such a fuck up
If you only knew that I am such a fuck up

[Pre-Chorus]
I've got one hundred hours to rearrange the stars
And I'm the worst mistake that God has ever made
You seem to integrate so fucking well
But I make lemons out of lemonade

[Chorus]
Blood clots and death cramps, injections and leakages
The election cyclе and the tides
Aztec circlеs of the death of all deaths
But the beast refuses to die

[Verse 2]
In your guts you know it's all destroyed
You could've had a boy if you had children
Now you think you might just put them down
None of us belong, everything I do is wrong
And soon there will be nobody left around
And in your blood, you know what's right
And in your bones, you know what's wrong
And in your throat, you know you're lying to kids
And you know nobody belongs in this hell
And there is not a single choice left to make
I am God's worst mistake and
You seem happy on the knife's edge
But I just lick the blade