Sick and Tired of Being Sick and Tired Disciple

[Verse 1]
Through my haste, impatience waits
The time has come, I hesitate
Feel so dry, I'm dead inside
I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired

[Pre-Chorus]
So I wake up and I feel that there is nothing real
I haven't heard Your voice in so long (Jeremiah 40:3)
And I know this drought is probably not Your fault
I'm so weak and thirsty

[Chorus]
On my knees I need You (Romans 14:11)
I did not mean to leave You
All my heart receives You
It was me it's not You
Restore me, strengthen me (Psalm 119:28)
I'm sick and tired, of sick and weak
I decrease, You increase (John 3:30)
Heal me of this disease

[Verse 2]
My heart is thin, sin creeps in
I know You see the pride in me (James 4:6)
My mind is gone, I can not think
I have not prayed for weeks and weeks