I wish i was special Burrian

[Intro]
When I was a boy, hoped that someone loved me
I guess that I was wrong

[Verse 1]
When I was a kid, didn't believe in much
Santa Claus, fairy tales, all bullshit to me
I was always thinking, thinking of my mom
She thought I was special
I wish I was special

[Chorus]
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here? (Oh)
I don't belong here

[Verse 2]
I don't care if it hurts
I wanna have somebody
Somebody to love me
Three children and a dog, I'll guess I'll never know
I want you to notice, when I'm not around
My dad said I was special
I wish I was special