Nothing Scares Me Wallice

[Verse 1]
Crashed my car at 5 a.m
Woke up on your lawn again
Last night for the third time
Doused myself in gasoline
Overdosed on nicotine
Just to feel something
Need to feel something

[Chorus]
So I've tried dance and I've tried drugs
Got kicked out of country clubs
But it all feels so momentary
Tried it all, but nothing scares me
I've tried magic, I've tried love
I've made potions, even dust
To keep my bones inside my body
I keep busy with my hobbies

[Verse 2]
Sold my things and dumped my stocks
And drove out to the west boondocks
So I could scream, no one could hear a thing
I wanna cry, but I'm fucking numb
And my therapist thinks that I'm dumb
I can't ask for hеlp, can't ignore myself