Excuses Tom MacDonald

[Chorus]
I’m not tryna hear it
I know that you said you're sorry but I heard that shit a thousand times (Yeah)
Thousand times, yeah
I’m not tryna go near it
Because I love it and I fear it and I need that shit to cloud my mind
Cloud my mind, yeah
From the drama in the city now (Drama)
From the money to the pretty hoes (Money)
From the parties to the videos
I need your empty heart and apologies just to cloud my mind
Cloud my mind
Cloud my mind
Cloud my mind
Cloud my mind
Cloud my mind
Cloud my mind
Cloud my mind, yeah

[Verse 1]
I remembered it so clear at first
I think I mostly blocked it out so I could just stop being hurt
I went on my computer, checked the history and did a search
Found what I was afraid of and then called while you were still at work
Screamed into the phone, I was crying till I almost died
I swear I knew it all along and you lied
But it didn’t stop you from leaving your day job early and you still tried to explain how it all happened way before me
And I said hookers cannot fall in love, and you looked at me
Then I screamed that they don’t feel love and you looked at me
Then I threw your phone into the wall and you looked at me
You looked at me, then you cried
Girl you out of my mind now
Glad you not in my bedroom
Seeing you in my dreams still, sleeping when I get to
City lights are orange, all your stuff still in my storage
Girl I gave you everything and didn’t charge you nothing for
Now your name is not in my mouth and your friends are not at my house
And your number’s not in my phone and your feet are not on my couch
I swear I can still hear you screaming that I was wrong
Even though you knew you were lying to me all along and I accepted it
Watched you tap your nails on your phone and didn’t realize I cared still if tomorrow you were gone
Then tomorrow came so fast and before I knew it you were on to the next and I would text, the apologies kept me going’, yeah