Nights (Ft. Be) ​sElf (Ft. Be)

(SELF)
Making my way home it's almost cinematic
Ubers in the night I get a glimpse of lavish
Looking at my phone I see the problematics
And some things that I compare to what I have as if I only could imagine
What it's like to be a super status
Cameras always flashing like it's automatic
Money growing faster than this drunken madness
One too many observations of the things that I could have if I was patient
Always wanting more while having trouble to embrace it
Thinking I'm not good enough for people in adjacent
Doubting everything because my past was hella flagrant;
It's a foul state of mind that I'vе been having trouble changing
All this insecurity I'm seeing is contagious;
And I don't want to be anothеr one of many faces
I'm scrolling through my memories to find what I've been chasing for the last couple years that's got me feeling so complacent

Uneasy lies the head that wears the crown
Unstable is a king without a throne
What I have and what I don't gets me down but;
All this music in my ear gets me home;

For the nights
I get out the space in my mind
Focus on the better things in life
Cause I tend to get a little out of line;
But only in the night
Only in the night
I get out the space in my mind
Focus on the better things in life
Cause I tend to get a little out of line;
But only in the night
Only in the night